a joke i heard:

my grandmother wud always say this to me. "girl, now tt ur aunties are getting married. next, its gonna be you." it kinda got me annoyed always.

but she soon stopped.when i told her this at a funeral. "grandma, now tt grandpa is dead. its gonna be you next to die."

you will never be replaced ;
5:59 pm

today went to watch Van Helsing aft sch with aini and karla. the movie was good, i can say. haha. but kinda bloody. i didnt really understand the movie during the first 15 minutes or so. but later i kinda got the story-line.

after that went walking around causeway point. searching for aini's sister's birthday present. hmm. den aini ended up shopping more for herself then her sister. somehow i managed to get them to go home.

on our way out, we were approached by this guy who looks kinda beng. he was one of those pple who were selling tickets for donations. at that same time i was too excited aft seeing srk's pic. so aini trying to shift my attention away at that same time, told tt guy "NO THANKS!".

i tot she was quite mean. but knowing her. she's a very open person. doesnt really care much. den tt guy responded, "u dun have to be so mean rite? no thanks. F*** off la". woah! i was walking puzzled.

who was to be blame? to me i think is both. maybe aini's tone wasnt very nice. but no matter wat the guy shudnt have reacted in tt way. haish. nvm. but i still find it scary. dun really know why. but i juz cannot forget the incident till now. gosh! tts weird!

oh ya. in class today. out of boredom i learnt how to make a origami heart. from my guru sara. yea! i did it. hEe. i'm proud of it. my first very own heart. finally i've found somthing to do during the weekend.

our post exam activities were lame. i think its the first time where sec4s are so involved in post-exam activities. it was about pornography and depression i think. hmm. i tot we had such topics in sec 2. gEe. i wud have rather stayed at home.

you will never be replaced ;
5:20 pm

yippee!! its mother's day! yea! but wait. i haven given my mommy anything. *sobz* hahax. u dun need to buy presents to express ur love or anything rite? *evil grinz* man! but i still feel guilty. LOL!

later got some kinda mother's day function at my father's brother's house (my uncle). i dunch wanna go. maybe i do. i dunno. i'm confused. i think i shouldnt go. whenever i go there. i feel so left out. thanx to many pple. den i'll be so quiet. nth to do. den one or 2 of my much older cousins, will come and ask me why i'm so quiet?

den i'll have nowhere to hang out. nowhere to go. so i'll go to my mom. den she'll chase me away. den go to my brother. he'll be playing wif my younger guy cousins. who also have very little interaction with me. den i'll go to the hall sit down watch tv. and then feel so bored. so awkward. wished i was at home. pester my parents to leave early. spoil all the fun. and eventually be seen as the bad , anti-social one. hmm.

but tts nth new eh? i've always been kinda ostracize by them.

but if i'm at home. i'll die out of boredom. no movies to watch. come online, dun have pple online. maybe i should just clean my room, for once. or maybe i should go catch a movie. but my parents wun let. hmm..

its twelve noon now. hmm. one hour into my new day. i woke up at eleven. better start hunting for something to do. no1 to disturb also. everyone having exams.

wonder why bp had their exams so early? haiyox. kiasu. most schools juz had their first paper on the 7th. so, their paper ends on th 18th. tts lyk about 9 more days.

oh ya. btw, i find the new advertisements on the mrt trains very lame. firstly the voices are too high-pitched. secondly, the speak too muffled. thirdly, its very loud.

i was trying to sleep in the train yesterday. den aft every 2 stations, tt advertisemnet wud be played. i couldnt even get the ad. everything i wud onli here the ending. lyk dun eat and drink. or move to the centre of the cart. etc.

i think some editting needs to be done. lyk make the ad more audible. not so squeaky. etc. etc. =X

you will never be replaced ;
11:42 am

woo. exams are over. at least for theory. i've got practicals on monday and tuesday. ah. but i dun really care. maybe juz stay up abit late on the eve and memorize some QA stuff.

now tt exams are over. i am bored. nth much to do. dun wanna think about my results. though i cant really run away from it. but juz lets put it at the back of my mind for now.

oh ya. talking about results. i wun be able to collect my hmt results. i've got some ss course coming up on tt day. the gd thing about the course is tt its 2 days. wednesday+thursday. so i dun have to go for hmt class. the bad thing is tt i dun get to collect my results. not tt i want to. but tts the onli day where they can check ur marks for calculation errors. haiz. dunch now wat i'm gonna do. i'll probably decide on tt day itself.

tml mother's day. i haven got my mom a prezzie yet. and i can clearly see tt she's looking forward to getting one. very obvious. when i said i wasnt getting her a present 'coz i had no $$$ she returned me the money she took. hmm.. but i haven got her anything. -guilty look- *sighz* nvm. i'll see if i can do anything tml. or at the most. give her a belated mother's day gift. i always give belated stuffs. hahaz. i still haven given jia wei his present. i gave up aft my mom broke his gift. tt incident really got me pissed. lolx. esp aft me owing him a present due 1 month 1 week something.

i like practicals. not because they are fun to do. but because of practicals. i get to go to sch later. which means tt i can sleep longer. which also means tt i dun have to go for morning assembly. which also also means tt we dun have to hear the outward bound instructor forcing us to sing the national anthem and making us repeat it whenever he thinks he cant hear us. hmm. and also i get to go home earlier.

aft spending all the time in the hall doing my exams. i kinda got "un-used" to the atmosphere in my class. hmm. i felt weird entering tt class. maybe 'coz there were lesser pple. maybe 'coz the tables were messy. maybe 'coz a couple of pple were STUDYING. tt usually doesnt happen in 407. maybe. maybe. maybe.

ok. now i'm trying my best to kill time. wat can i get my mom? *thinks* *thinks* *shrugs*

you will never be replaced ;
8:26 pm